Dear God,

Last year has been one of the roughest years i've ever lived in my whole 22 years of living ever. It is unfortunate that people like myself only realize things when bad things happen but i knew that one day I'd have to prepare myself for a personal revelation.

This lent I do not want to give up something that is simple and incomparable to the life that jesus sacrificed.

For lent i will be giving up the grudges, ill will and negative thoughts i have for any enemy i may have or for people that i don't even know. we are all so quick to judge and i am going to change that about myself. i have kept this point of view since birth but i feel that that part of me has slipped many times.

Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth: But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also." (Matthew 5:38-39)...Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you. (Matthew 5:38-44)


only you can teach me to learn to love my enemies and bless those that curse me because they know not what they do.



mass is at 8:30 am.
good night.

a crazy month.

so i've been up to lots lately. working on some designs and shit. tryna grind to get my line out. doin more shoots, auditions shit like that. VALENTINE's was the sweetest. my joeDaddy took me on a SURPRISE gondola ride. :) and our good friends from vegas came in to visit during nba all star weekend.

speaking of nba all star weekend. phoenix looked like the inner dc city! crazy! but we did run into larry fitz on our way to nba jam session. and in true hawaii fashion i asked him to do the shaka and he did. ha.





BUT in other news holy fuck CHRIS BROWN! you buss up rihanna's face YET rihanna still texts chris makin sure he's ok and NOT CHEATING ON HER. haaa. oh lord. i'm sorry but this smells like ike and tina. :(



AND Aubrey O'day my new fave ho... since the good girl reversal of nicole richie... git it gurrrl! she's the march feature on playboy. i might just buy my first playboy cuz she's on it. ha. but i think diddy's dumb. sorry he should helped worked things out. they are HIS investment. so why not help to mend things. but they are big girls now sooo if they can't do it then maybe DK is better off BROKEN.

UFC 94 x SUPERBOWL 43

wtf. majooooor upsets.
well in my book anyway.


did GSP cheat? maybe.
was that last touchdown caught by holmes really complete?



crazzzzy ass weekend in vegas.