Monday, January 26, 2009

M.A.C. cosmetics X Hello Kitty

comin out feb 10 online and feb 12 in stores.

my love for mac has just intensified.... =}

Thursday, January 22, 2009

president obama: first things first.

shutting down guantanamo.

gutsy move. but i love it. its the only we way can show the world that we mean business but on OUR terms. its not a peace offering but more of a concise way of getting our nation's message across the world.

"The message that we are sending the world is that the United States intends to prosecute the ongoing struggle against violence and terrorism and we are going to do so vigilantly and we are going to do so effectively and we are going to do so in a manner that is consistent with our values and our ideals," the president said.

Saturday, January 17, 2009


sometimes i think i let myself get overly excited,
to only get let down... and its not even my fault.

i don't want to lower my expectations in life because things don't always go my way. life just needs to step the fuck up.

Sunday, January 11, 2009


amidst all the confusion i can still find bits and pieces of myself.

i was broken and lost along the way.
now its time to clean up my mess and fix what's broken.

why is it so hard?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

in the case of family, friends and love.

i keep getting closer and closer to my family and i love it.
my mom and i are still two peas in pod. she's always been there for me through all the things i've been through this year and i've done the same. i guess the apple does fall not too far from the tree. my sisters are uber awesome haaaa. although lani's JDM transformation is starting to worry me (she speaks japanese and reads hellla anime!), joyce's exessive interest in sports (she's doing cross country, softball, AND basketball!) and pelita's socialite ways (she myspaces just as much as i do! ha).... i love em the same as i always have, if anything probably more.... and dad has actually gone through a complete turnaround, personality wise; more fun and supportive, something i never really saw as a kid.

i feel as if i'm falling into the ADULT phase of my life waaay too soon. i've become more dependent on myself as being my friend because i don't let myself down... i've learned from my mistakes; choosing to let certain people in my life and thinking that they were really good people. it's time for me to really put up my guard again, which i hate doin. but in all honesty i hate doin this because i lose out on the REALLY good people that i choose to block out. if only it was sooo easy to find people that CLICK with me and not just leech on me for kindness, sympathy and my time. i don't wanna deal with that kinda people from now on so i'm not going to put in a lot into a relationship if it's not going to be reciprocated.

i miss the zoos. even though i've seen them a couple times, this past holiday has been a crazy one for me and for all of us. hopefully there will be a full blown reunion! but regardless. the zoo animals were a group of people i met in highschool that came from different cliques/backgrounds and even though we were all different, we all got along soooo well. and almost 5 years later here we are. love the zoos! VIVA LA ZOO ANIMALS!

love. love is unconditional yet we love under certain conditions. why are we so picky? i dunno but i know i've picked the right one. it's been a crazy year for me and joeDADDY but we've come up top, over all of it. and i'm glad i can still stand his prickly chin on my cheek, his huggable lovable LOVE handles, his nightly cravings for snacks, his lil lip twitch that he does when he's lying... everything. and i'm grateful he can still love me after all that we've been through. with every weight lifted off our shoulders the stronger we become. :)


if you're filipino,
bang pots and put coins in your pockets and jump up and down!

start the year off right ladies and gents!